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This is 4 my ladies..
Posted by shez26 on 2.01.12 - 06:49am

This is for my Ladies...
Here's to all those ladies who used to be his
number one.The ones who waited all night for
him to call, only to check the caller ID the next
morning and be disappointed. The ones who
made it through that bitter break up, dried
your own tears, and moved on with your life,
only to have him walk back in it months later
like nothing ever happened. Those of you who
cried on the first day you talked again because
you knew exactly where this phone call was
going.The ones who listened to him say, I only
want to be your friend, one day, and the next,
listened to him say how much he loves and
misses you. We deserve something, and this is
our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him
back, hoping that maybe this time, he was
different, hoping that maybe people really do
change. We listened to our friends tell us that
we were stupid for even thinking about giving
him another chance, caught cr*p from our
parents, and even snuck around to see him for
a while. We went through the great stage with
no fights all over again. We started this out
thinking it would be just friends, and ended
up falling in love with him again. We wanted
nothing more in the world than to hear him
tell us he loved us too, that even though
things were bad in the past, they would be
different this time. And when we finally heard
it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us.
Here's to the ones who believed what he said,
sat around all over again waiting for a phone
call that might come in a few hours, or a few
days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all
over again. We wanted so desperately to
believe that he was really busy, he couldn't
possibly call us at that moment, or even that
he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to
believe the lies because we wanted to believe
we had found the one for us. We learned to
SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the
way we should be treated. Here's for the ones
who did their hair and make up and put on
their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say
that he couldn't see us today. The ones who
never believed it when people told us there
might be someone else. We just couldn't
believe that he could do this to us again.This
is for those great girls, who loved him more
than words can say, and took him back no
matter what happened last time because they
couldn't bear to look back on their lives one
day and wonder what if. Here's to the girls
who couldn't cry to their friends because of
how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all
in when things came crumbling to pieces
again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear
to even tell their mom what was going on, for
fear of an I told you so.The ones that could
just TELL that they had made a mistake ever
allowing him into their hearts, their beds, and
their dreams again. We knew that we deserved
better the entire time, that we deserved a guy
who would call when he said he was going to,
one that would come see us whenever he got
the chance, one that would really care about
us. We just wanted the one that we loved like
that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY realized
that he never gave a cr*p about them. Here's
for the time that he broke your heart again.
This is for those days spent trying to hold
back the tears, and the tears that turned into
anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls
who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you
miss him, and want nothing more than to hear
his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.
Stay strong, and remember that relationships
are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to
leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces
back together and get hurt. Remember the
times you cried, and how long it took you to
even be able to look at another guy like that.
~When your song comes on the radio, turn
the station. When the day comes that he
realizes what a mistake he made and tries
calling, turn your phone off. When he tries
coming to your house, don't answer the door.
Think of the broken promises, and the lies,
the manipulation and the tears, the wasted
moments and staying up all night wondering
where the cr*p he was. Think of how your heart
used to jump when your phone would vibrate
in the middle of the night, and how it fell to
your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and
realized that once again, he hadn't called when
he said he was going to.One day, you'll find a
guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't
make you cry. You may think that you'll never
care about someone like you did that guy that
you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna
hurt like cr*p, and it's going to need time to
heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for
those girls, who fell back in love with their ex,
only to get hurt all over again.To all the young
ladies who can relate....repost this.....repost
this cause its true....its deep...its from the
heart !
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