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Subject: All my life...
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justsaying 4.03.14 - 08:48am
I have believed, trusted nd had faith in God... Today i sit here and i have none, does He exist? I don't know, maybe He does, maybe He doesn't, but i know this, i can't praise Him, i can't trust in Him, if He exists He doesn't give a fk abt anyone, and if He does, He sure doesn't show it. * +

justsaying 4.03.14 - 08:51am
The Bible says whatever u ask in my name... Not true. The Bible says what kind of Father gives his child a stone when they ask for bread, yet He does it daily.... U ask, pray, believe, u do ur best, live like He wants and still nothing. * +

justsaying 4.03.14 - 08:53am
This is the hardest thing i've said or done in a long time, i don't believe IN Him, not saying that i don't believe that He exists. Just that i don't believe IN Him. * +

justsaying 4.03.14 - 08:55am
As i write this, i am crying, i feel so lost, so scared, i just want to die really, not commit suicide, just die so that i can 'sleep' and have no worries, fears or pain. * +

justsaying 4.03.14 - 08:57am
Why am i saying it here? I need to get it out, off my chest without worrying those i love... Without making them sad. I don't suffer depression, i am not suicidal... I am just done that's all. * +

justsaying 4.03.14 - 09:00am
He doesn't answer prayers, if he did, children wouldn't be hurt, go hungry, suffer. There is no bigger picture of ppl suffering, if there were, all would suffer equal... If He was looking out for us, everyone would be equal. They would get what they put into life, but that just isn't how it works. * +

justsaying 4.03.14 - 09:02am
This isn't a troll post, i ask nothing, i belittle and mock nothing. I am just saying what i am feeling. He may exist, but i can't believe IN Him anymore, and it cuts deep. * +

alvar89 4.03.14 - 09:28am
If you would actually read His word you would know why those things are that way on this earth. Without reading the bible and a church you are a easy target for the devil. The problem with most ppl is they pray for stuff all the time especially for themselves and then get frustrated nothing just falls onto you all of a sudden. You have to go out and do good things to ppl 1st then you will see His help not crying on your back like a child in a toy store and demanding things. * +

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